"bad news never had good timing". mr mayer
not really sure how to start thing. figured my buddy john had just about the right words. it’s obvious from previous posts that things were going sour with miss never text back. got quite possibly the shittiest phone call of my life thus far (grateful) tonight. any call that leaves someone crying and dead silence the majority of the time can’t be that good.
here I am, back to where I started and it just feels pretty crappy. luckily, i’ve got some really cool friends that I know will help me through any rough time I need.
tonight also got me thinking, finally some decent mental stimulation. things could be a lot worse. I mean, everyone has their problems, but truthfully girl problems are just a minor detail in what we call life. if I told my father the events that took place today, i’m sure he would respond simply with “it is what it is.” its true, when you know in your heart you did what you could to make a situation work and it ends up failing, there is no shame. there is no time for pity, there is no time to relish the past.
dont get me wrong, this sucks. but having a “this sucks” attitude will only get you so far.
lets just hope another miss genuine comes along a bit sooner