March 2010
1 post
last break ever
added another day. after I got back to Orlando and had my morning classes, I decided to take a last minute trip to South Florida to see my homies in Go Rydell, Fallen From The Sky and Protagonist and it was great. Rode down with Veronica, James and Lisa and saw a bunch of people at the show. Things are going pretty ok right now.
This upcoming Thursday, I have an interview meeting with Jared,...
February 2010
2 posts
hmm
what do I do? do I need to pick up a new trade? I feel like I offer enough in this world to get some benefits along with it. am I annoying? do I bite? is it his brown eyes (haha)
ok ok, maybe a bit on the pathetic end right now. sometimes shit in life really leaves me wanting more answers, but a little afraid to ask why? why am I in the situation I am? dont I deserve better?
fuck it, I...
the summer set is completely fucking ruined
“bad news never had good timing”. mr mayer
not really sure how to start thing. figured my buddy john had just about the right words. it’s obvious from previous posts that things were going sour with miss never text back. got quite possibly the shittiest phone call of my life thus far (grateful) tonight. any call that leaves someone crying and dead silence the majority of...
January 2010
6 posts
the places you have come to fear the most
first and foremost, its truthfully killing me on the inside whats been going on. trying my best not to show it, but its has been getting to me late at night (and during the day), fuck it all the time.
i guess its just not the right time in our lives. i do have a problem with being ignored though. whatever, life goes on and im good with that. like i stated before though, i just hate starting...
wasting time
by four year strong is going to be amazing when I can hear it recorded. today was interesting. had another good day in downtown, had pb&j from panera bread and continued hanging with jj no text back. went last minute to see four year strong at the social.
got kind of crummy news tonight with her. do I continue or back off? kind of sucks being in this position again. shes 1 out of 50,000...
jersey shore night
and there’s a scene I will always replay..at the moment when my hand touched your face.
I could see your eyes turning away..but i’ve been standing my ground with you babe.
the semester started at UCF. my last and final semester I have in this whole learning thing. I’ve been at it since I was 5 years old, now here I am in my last semster. Enough of going on and on about that...
SoCo/Jacks/Death Cab
Another great night. I hung out with the JJNTxtB tonight at Jasons Deli and spent some time on the driveway listening to various songs on my ipod. Definitely got a new respect for Death Cab, and of course I showed a few songs I thought she should listen to. :)
Tomorrow is the last first day of class I will ever have. Its really really really weird to think that. Oh God, all the beginning...
Back in Orlando
Finally back up here. Had a great break and all of that. Lots of great time with family mostly, saw some good friends as well.
Couple changes in my life. Another medication change, but I feel like this is moving in the right direction. It will take some adjusting and probably a few shitty nights, but its for the best. Finally addressing my underlying problem, and hope that within a few weeks...
2010
started out amazing. more amazing than i ever ever ever could have figured. i cant find a single song / amount of lyrics to equal what i am feeling right now. its 6am, but i dont really care. there is a really good chance i might have possibly had the best night of 2010 already. lets see if i can beat it. ive got 365 days to beat it… bring it!
also, i promise to upload all of my...
December 2009
5 posts
Tomorrow/ Right now
Since tomorrow is right now due to it being 2:35am..its Christmas!! Grandpa and Grandma Shaw got in tonight. So good to see them, and it will be a good time with them. I’ll post some pictures tomorrow if time allows me to. Promise!
Merry Christmas to all!
Time in Boston so far..
It’s been an excellent trip so far. Tons of relaxing and seeing family. I think grandpa and grandma are either coming tomorrow or Christmas. Really looking forward to seeing them. I got some good pictures of the surroundings and all the snow, i’ll post the pictures when I get a chance.
The MYCI dudes keep updating me and sending me demos of the new songs while I’m here. ...
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To introduce myself, my name is Brandon Shaw. A 22 year old student at The University of Central Florida. In may, I will have my degree and I truly have no idea where life will take me. So I’m going to try and use this as much as I can.
I currently play in a band called My Complex Island (www.myspace.com/mycomplexisland)
We are in the middle of demoing 7 brand new songs, I recorded bass...