Finally back up here.  Had a great break and all of that.  Lots of great time with family mostly, saw some good friends as well.

Couple changes in my life.  Another medication change, but I feel like this is moving in the right direction.  It will take some adjusting and probably a few shitty nights, but its for the best.  Finally addressing my underlying problem, and hope that within a few weeks I can start feeling better overall.

After my terrific new years night / next morning, I am finally in the same city as her.  We will see how things go.  I know I am 100% taking this differently than how I have taken any situation with any girl in the past.  Shes just that different, and something I truly never thought would come along my way.  But it is definitely too early to tell.  We will see.

Kind of caught up with myself now.  My last semester at UCF starts next week.  Also, got a text from Robert at 12:51 saying he wants me to become the Music Editor and be responsible for all the artist we feature.  Woah.